quarter life crisis

1. everyone is getting married
2. everyone is getting a better paycheck
3. everyone is pursuing something bigger
4. everyone is comfortable
5. everyone is having some sort mode of transportation

and im still struggling to have a decent meal each day without thinking how to help my dad solve his mortgage problems with my pathetic pay.

how do u achieve greater things when you are stucked in this hole? i'm entrapped in this vicous cycle - trying to help my family, but there won't be much to help myself. i desire a bigger paycheck, holidays, and loads of petty cash that i don't have to worry how much will be left at the end of the month. i'm living under an adolescant's allowance. heck, they get more than me i reckon.

i want to be better. but, how?

RULE NOM 1: LEAVE THIS COMFORT ZONE
RULE NOM 2: CHALLENGE IT
RULE NOM 3: GET RID OF THIS FUCKEN LAZY ALTITUDE
oh lastly,
RULE NOM 4: LESS MSN AT WORK